MY BLACK DAY GIFT.....frm Dr. Supervisor~

I finally met My Supervisor..... for My Presentation, My Research Proposal......

Yea, I SURE DID RECEIVE A FEW "HITS" Here & There..... But, I think, My Skin was thick enough to absorb them momentum...... @.@

I was "exposed" to the plot behind their Superficial Smiles & Words........... Gestures of My Supervisor & Her "Underlings" (I'ma soon to be one???? O.O???)~

I got to know, now, My Supervisor, has....BIG, and I mean, REAL BIG HELL of a Research Intentions behind her back! Research worth of RM250K!!!!!

I was asked, indirectly, to choose......My Future:

1) Stable, Secured Job = Working under her, as a paid Research Assistant, and a reason/title for My Masters? .......like a readied, paved walk, down doing My Masters (just as My Mom had wished I would do......)

2) Rebel! = Rebel her, I will have to find another supervisor......Rebel My Mom, I will be able to Travel & Work at the same time! .............more FREEDOM, financially just enough to feed & cloth Myself! KOREA!!!!!!!! SNOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WHICH TO CHOOSE FROM?????!

*CONFLICT*

DAMN! DAMMIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm DAMNED!!!!!!!!!!